I wonder why I am not so happy
As much I expected of me
I am afraid I am unable to fathom any source that wasn’t right
I found fault with the surroundings
I am afraid I couldn’t enjoy
Even after the conditions set right
I started finding other reasons
That could be obstacles for my happiness
I am afraid I am not happy
Even after resolving those upright
I stopped finding faults
As I am afraid I would never be happy
If I go on finding faults
With the situations
With the people around me
The perception
Shows happiness everywhere
Reflects what you are
How you want to be seen
© Anjana Lahuri@2021
