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Fear

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I am rich

I am fortunate

I have ego

I have self respect

I am confident

then you may doubt,

what is deprived of me?

you are right.

one more friend joined me recently

unasked

uninvited

and not friendly

it scares me

it captured my confidence

It gulped my personality

It chased my ego

It laughed at my richness

It challenged my fortune

My beautiful face transformed into a ghostly shade

My fearless stature shrunk back to shivery bearing

I hate this new comer

it is the fear

unknown fear

fear of uncertainty

fear for life

O god

teach me how to overcome this

bless me the courage

I know

with that I can do wonders in my life…

Anjana Lahuri @2021

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Over Night

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I am sure you heard about:

Changing the world over night;

Transformation of perspectives over night;

Irrelevance of ambitions overnight;

Dooming the confidence overnight;

loosing the hopes over night;

Becoming your goals and themes meaningless overnight.

What?

You feel ridiculous about what I am saying?

You see me as a fool?

You find me as a pessimist?

Definitely not?

until I lost my dear ones abruptly,

Until I am snapped by God and wrapped up in trauma,

Until I am shocked by the life’s mockery,

Now you may consider my story relevant.

Yet,

I am strong:

I am building the confidence;

I am trying to understand God’s play;

I am trying to move forward;

To turn my life bright again;

If not possible over night,

Over the years at least…

wards lake, shillong
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Give Back

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Nature has spectacular ways to heal your problems

Do you have the clean mind to absorb its medicine?

Nature has the best ways to say hello to you every day

Do you have the sufficient time to wish her back with a content smile?

Nature has a consistent way to recreate and regenerate according to your needs

Do you have the courtesy to maintain the same decorum?

Nature has beautiful ways to show you beautiful

Do you have the same sense not to intrude into her space and destroy her?

I think you have the broad way to give her back

To keep her intact

to inherit its grace to your next generations…

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Chirapunji

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Chirapunji, that takes around one and half hour from Shillong, the head quarters of Meghalaya is a beautiful place to have a compulsory visit. But one can only enjoy the sceneries and the weather if we choose the correct climate, winter is the best. During rainy season the weather is unpredictable and we can’t see fully if the clouds scattered everywhere. Sometimes it will turn out as adventurous tourism as the clouds lands on the hills to the extent that we can’t see the road also and it will be tough for the nonlocal drivers as they wouldn’t have the clear idea of the season here. it was only my observation. But with a little bit study before you go about the climate and everything, it would become a memorable trip.

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Everything Can’t be said

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Can’t you see what is raining in my eyes 
If you want to see
Can’t you guess what is freezing my mouth 
If you want to listen 
Can’t you guess what is aching my heart 
If you want to feel 
Can’t you see what is binding my legs 
If you want to move along 
Can’t you count my thoughts 
If you want to be part of it

I only can say 
Can’t everything be said
It is only up to you 
Whether you want to know or not.
Anjana Lahuri@2021

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#My Sister

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Our Angel

         I never expected I would get a day to write about my sister-that her life ends abruptly.  Without enjoying the success that she had achieved. Without fulfilling the dreams she had dreamt. I don’t know how to take the game of fate – she didn’t have a slightest clue that something that big is going to happen to her. Of course for us too. She shred her last breath so easily in a blink of time Without any suffering. Everything was happened so quickly.

       We both had a liberty to study professional education that many of girls couldn’t get in those days. That was only possible because of my father’s employment and his strong aspiration to see his daughters independent. My mother’s ambitious and hardworking attitude added to our success that we both could turn out as gazette officers,  which again was not possible for many girls. 

        She always was a hardworking and bright student and upto intermediate she had been the topper. She wanted to be a doctor but she  couldn’t get it. For the rank she got in MSET I.e. 13000, she only got Veterinary seat. Though We didn’t have any deficiency to live a comfortable life, it was a bit high to afford a payment seat of medicine for us in those days. So she had to join in Veterinary without much interest. Her dissatisfaction had gotten deep rooted in her mind that she couldn’t focus on Veterinary. She didn’t appear/pass for final examination as she kept on reading for MSET again. For her displeasure she got the same rank and same category. Though she had determination,  she lacked maturity to get over it and took it hard to heart to continue in Veterinary. 

—To be continued

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Cope with the present

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Times come 

As you desperately want to go to the past 

And relive in it

Correct it as per your present

And fetch the person you lost

But no

You know you can’t do it 

That is the wrath of life 

If it curses us

Times come 

As you frantically want to run into the future 

And prelive in it

Shape it as per your present 

And forget the person you never going to see again 

But no

You know you can’t do it

That is the worse of life

If it punishes us

You are stuck to the present 

However bad it may be

However gloomy it may be 

However torturous it may be 

That is the cruelty of life 

If it tests us!

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My India

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Happy Independence Day

Wearing its achievements as a jewel over crown

Filling its great history in the wings 

Taking its great leadership as a beacon 

Universal brotherhood as a motto 

Rise and shine Young India 

Towards new goals 

Towards new innovations 

That tear out all the superstitions 

That wipe out all the stigmas 

Clear out all the darkness 

With independent thoughts 

Independence all the ways 

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